Bleeding.

I had some bleeding today, I've had spotting on and off pretty much from the start of my pregnancy. Today was heavier than normal though. First there was some very watery dark brown blood (dark brown means its old, which is a better sign than bright red) and then it went to just heavy spotting but brighter red and there was a clot, I called my midwife and she said she'd call back in an hour to see how it was going, it hadn't stopped, she said it was up to me if I wanted to go to A+E. but there was no pain, and I decided to wait and see for an hour before deciding. It's got lighter, there's no more clots and still no pain.
So now I am crossing my fingers and praying and hoping...
and please god, please, please, please...I want this baby so bad...please, please god, let my baby be OK. Please let it all have stopped and for everything be OK. let the bleeding have stopped completely.